went to see another doctor this morn. he says it's the same reason. but i still don't understand! but coincidentally the last doctor gave pink-white pills. and today the doctor gave me light and dark pink pills! ha. guess they're double dosage or something. well i reallyy hope it'll help. =/

i don't what can possibly be the cause. something? someone? results? ah forget it. maybe it's everything.
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just watched this episode of "Dou4 Yu2". i can't believe 'Hong Dou' died. her best friend, his girlfriend, their good friend. i just cried and cried. for a full ten minutes i think. gosh.
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ok it's time to be happy now. off to meet cheryl to choose my birthday present! :)

i even screwed up my Literature. arghs.
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met up with huifen after school. watched "The Terminal". well it's kinda funny. and the girl's superr pretty! hah. great to see hf again! even though i really wasn't feeling well. sigh.
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/i want to pull myself out from all this. but- can i?

went to get more medicine today. the breathing thing's back. i don't know why.
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watched "Garfield". it's like superr cute.

hmm i guess i lack exercise. off to swim.